Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 5/20/2021
By Fitful
This dream was a little confusing but cool. I often did things that Gabrielle did, so maybe there's some overlap or observant thing. I met Xena and Gabrielle. I met with them several times. We we often in each other's circle. Once I met with them and Xena was in a nesting phase. She spoke like a cute little girl, did a magick ritual, in which she and Gabrielle mourning the passing of a magic man, native spiritual dude and Gabrielle ate his staff, the power he held. I wondered as she did it if Xena wanted her too but there was a certain rapport. They moved separate but as one. If Xena didn't want her too, she would have made it known. I also ate the staff. I think I did it there but I definitely ate pieces of it earlier and before that. It could have been the case of time travel, doing the event one way, then time reversing and it happening a different way. This often happens to me in dreams. They were having money problems here, in this scene, during this ritual. Their bills weren't actually a lot per month, except why they paid rent when they were never living at home Idk. I met them again, when Xena's horse passed. Gabrielle and Xena had a falling out and they weren't speaking. But I was hanging out, wandering the plateau, and she led me to Xena in the early morning. Xena was mourning and ended up glad she came. I had to turn away, the mourning got to me. I couldn't share mg grief/condolences. ~ I don't know if this was separate from the above characters but I was racing along over trees and nature and tableaus. There were these large monuments, made of mud into buildings like Aztec style palaces but much different and not Aztec, something else. They were flat in top and we raced along them like they were a train track but in lilly pad form. And then they abruptly stopped. The companion showing me them was sad/mad the culture had been wiped out, that these were gone. I privately thought maybe they deserved it. They were a warring society, they warred themselves out if existence. But I didn't say so to her. She was probably Gabrielle. ~ Second I was living with scary people. Or I wanted to live there. Scary weird men in a roommate situation. Not as in scary men, but as in monster/unusual creatures that were scary. Later I/one of them cuddled a white teddy. It was cute. I was disappointed when I learned they already filled the quota of roommates. I'd wanted to live with them but had been too scared. Now I didn't have the option. This was before the Xena incident with the staff and ritual eating. Xena and/or Gabrielle might have lived here or introduced me or maybe they lived in the same building. I know the ritual took place in the courtyard of the same building.