Bad Kiss Energy

Date: 4/26/2020

I wouldn’t have remembered this one at all except I was looking in the mirror at my lips and then it all came back to me, well a good portion of it. I was sitting in an empty football field surrounded on three sides by woods cross legged from M. We were kind of talking the way we used to do and I can’t remember exactly what happened but she moved closer and somehow I said that “I liked her vibe” and she kept getting closer and closer and then like threw herself on top of me and started aggressively making out with me and I really wasn’t prepared for it, and was a little uncomfortable but it was still pretty hot. The scene changed and I was now in this clearing in the woods and for some reason I knew I was being hunted by some dark group, maybe demonic/satanic but I’m not sure. I think it was somewhat connected with what happened with M but I can’t remember how they related. Anyway all I had was a screw driver for some reason and I could feel the presence of people closing in from every angle in the woods. There was this dead tree stump off to one side and it was maybe 10 feet tall and three feet in diameter. It didn’t have any branches but it was gnarled enough to have some hand holds. I used the screwdriver like and ice axe to help me climb to the top. I scanned the edge of the clearing to see about 20 figures clad in black slowly making there way toward me. Thats all I really remember, although I think there was something that ended up flying at me like a bird or something to try to knock me off the dead tree. Also two nights ago I Had a dream where my brain was like picking pairing me with just about every girl that I’ve thought about recently and not even thought about in that kind of way, it was a little weird. Trying to make a romantic relationship with someone seems to kill my confidence around them. It just tends to make the whole thing go south inspite of things being fun and me being totally myself arond them beforehand. Platonic friendships are REALLY important and I feel like thats where I go wrong sometimes is that, my brain is like.. maybe? And then the whole friendship is ruined. Quit it Me