I was watching but also in Hannibal starring mads

Date: 1/18/2021

I was watching it but at the same time I was the characters. It started off in Hannibals house, but noone called him Hannibal they just called him Mads. He had an even more rediculously elaborate house that looked like somekind of antique kings museum. People were working for him fixing up something, but they were stealing from him too. Especially this one old lady. He suspected this and they were on the run. He caught up to one of them at an elevator and killed her inside, put her ontop of the elevator so it would show up once it got to the top as we got further up. "We" as in I was Hannibal and Will at the same time? Once it did the scene looked like a coin, He used a statue to make it look like he was standing on her head. At some point Hannibal was explaining his hobby to the chief of police guy. It was very visual but with no people, just animals and objects around him. He explained it like he was really into bdsm. Something like, "as an example, you could say that I treat women's bodies very badly, but afterwards I treat it with love and care." After chasing down the theives and killing them, we went to a little sitting area away from a party that was happening. The seats were very cozy with very soft pillows. I'm Will now and I fix up some pillows to look nice and then sit next to Hannibal. He leans on me and puts his head on mine. Its really awkward for a while and he said he almost forgot, and pulls out a gift. Its a wooden jawharp, a mukkuri that was custom made for me in a red leather cover. It had my name on it which for some reason was Ely, not Will, not my actual name. He was very happy to give it to me and I'm happy too. Though I say I remember this differently, I swear that this happened before but he gave me a different instrument, I realize it was a harmonica, in some alternate universe or something. He said he forgot to put his name on it too, so I wont forget who gave it to me. He says that I need to give back whats his, and as I give it to him I say that it won't be his for long. It was a weird inside joke we came up with after the theives?? We kinda like, cuddle for a while there but I had to go to clean up after the party and check on someone named Mary who I love, though I'm unsure what kind of love it was. I start walking to the door but get really weak and sleepy I fall over into some large potted plants. I try to get up but it feels like a while till Hannibal comes over to me. Though I only thought it was him, I guess hoping it was to come and help me. It was Mary instead who was wearing a maid's uniform already cleaning. She helps me up but I can't open my eyes and can barely control my body cause it was so heavy and weak. I have trouble waking up from my dream for a while, experiencing the exact same thing irl. Sleep a little more after that and then wake up finally.