Consuming Death and Sorrow

Date: 10/14/2016

I do not consume meat, for spiritually ascending reasons. I was dreaming that my mum had made chicken drumsticks for dinner and I had a deep urge to eat them, I couldn't resist.. So I did. I had 3 pieces on my plate and hid in by the pantry door, I missed eating meat but I was disappointed in myself as I ate each and every single piece. Then I Woke Up. I was confused, and a bit relieved.