tumor (2)

Date: 4/10/2020

in my dream i felt a little bump on my chest. i was also feeling super sick recently and was in a lot of pain and i was afraid i had cancer. after sitting in my room for a while i finally decided not to tell my mom because, 1. i don’t want to go to the hospital during this pandemic, it would stress everyone out and i don’t want to be a burden to the hospital 2. it would be really expensive to take care of and i don’t want my family to have to pay for all of it 3. if i can just get through all the pain then i could just die without them knowing so they dont have to be stressed out and worried the whole time im alive