wake up juli

Date: 12/22/2019

had about 2-3 other dreams but i could only remember this one. I was at a dinner party. it was a family kind of dinner party it reminded me. i was at the offman’s house, except there house looked completely different from what it was. all the guests were downstairs talking and asking where julian was. there was one star aside that led only to his room. i went up to get him and he was in his bed still asleep at about 5pm. it made me sad. i wondered how hurt he must be or messed up to be able to sleep so late. i nudged him and politely told him it was time to get up and people were waiting to see him. he just groaned and rolled away from me. i felt really sad. i left him be and went back to the party. after about half an hour i just wanted to speak to julian it was bothering me that he was just sleeping through things. i went to wake him up again but he wouldn’t get up. part of me just wanted to crawl in bed and cuddle with him, but i knew that wouldn’t bring me any closer to his mind. so i went back to the party feeling frustrated. Now typing this it seems my subconscious was sad i couldn’t fix him, which makes sense.