am I being controlled?

Date: 8/17/2016

Last night I was at my sisters house because she had a migraine so I'm to go help with her animals and I had the weirdest dream. For some weird reason I didn't want to be with my mom I was in some crazy world and my mom is in charge it's like I was frightened of her my cousin was trying to help me escape she died. The men who worked for my mom shot her. After that it was up to me to escape and all I could remember was me running to the hospital after I got hurt they called my mom while I was passed out and when the men helping my mom we're packing up my stuff into the car my mom made me get in. She sat in the front seat waiting and I was scared and didn't know what to do I got a fork that some how appeared in my hand and I stabbed her in the eye and it went through her face. I was really scared because I didn't know what it meant and then I had realized I didn't want to escape from her my whole life, so I just surrendered to her and stayed. I feel like I've had this dream before not three times but maybe twice. I don't know what this means.