an affair

Date: 4/4/2016

I was in school in some class and the bell had rung 3 minutes ago and the substitute was giving out pieces of chocolate bar. I was about to make an excuse to leave because I was very highly allergic to chocolate but instead I asked her to leave because I had no reason to wait if I did not like chocolate. She flipped out and called me a fucking prick. that pushed me over the edge so I walked out and slammed the door behind me. Weirdly no one was in the hallway running to get to their class in time. I was so mad I escaped school. Couple hours pass by. I was hanging out Stephens city at Sheetz. I then noticed the principal standing in one corner looking for me. I started jogging between these two buildings. I was crazy for hiding but I didn't know what I was doing. I was just doing things with out thinking. Huge problem of mine. My guidance counselor had seen me but he didn't warn Ms McCoy. he was walking towards me. I backed in more into the two buildings. Next thing I know Mr Ruddek was standing at the end of where I was. I couldn't escape I was cornered very badly. "why do you look so scared?" he asked. "I don't want to be seen or found please move out of the view." I told him. he walked in between the buildings. he was now standing in front of me. "what happened?" he asked. " I don't want to talk about it." I said. "Were my parents called?" Ruddek nodded his head. Ruddek rested his hands on my shoulders. you need to come back, he told me. I looked away but there was nothing to look at if all I was next to were fucking walls. so I looked back at him. he had really pretty green eyes. he slid his hands down making our hands touch. We held each others hand. I hugged him. I started crying. he held me so close and tight. "shh it'll be alright" he said. I looked at him and I leaned in to kiss him. I was shocked because he didn't move. he picked me up and pinned me up against the wall. "do you have a condom?" I asked quietly. we kept on slowly kissing. he shook his head no. There were cop cars everywhere because sirens were close and far. when we no longer heard sirens we ran across the street to this house where no one lived. it was a house to show how people used to live. we walked inside and the walls looks like we were in a tent. we went into the farthest room. the beds were small with clean white sheets. "we need to come up with a plan" he said "we can't stay here forever because they find us soon." he was right but I didn't want to think about any of this. I went up to him and kissed him. "We shouldn't be doing this" and he was completely right. all of this was wrong but it felt right. he promised himself and me to never let this happen. he promised ME but not his WIFE!!! He slowly kissed me as he lie me gently on the bed and I pulled him down with me. I started unbuttoning his shirt but he grabbed my hands. we were laying in bed quietly. with just our breathing filling the room. he called one of his friends to help us run away from this place. 30 minutes they showed up. we were sitting on the edge of the table talking about how everything was going to go and how things should go if we wanted the whole plan to go perfect. the plan was for him to show up and say I had escaped with some guy in a car. I had seem to known the guy but I would be with one of his friends. he would wait for everything to calm down and then he would leave as soon as he could. He couldn't get in trouble they had nothing against him. I was an 18 year old possibly with a messed up mentality. I was so up for running away with my guidance counselor but I knew it wasn't right. I couldn't just walk away just like that. I didn't say anything of what I thought but Ruddek caught my slight of change. he asked what was wrong. I told him what I thought. Ruddek asked his friends to leave because if that's what I wanted then it should be done that way. "you sure?" he asked one more time. we were now lying on the bed once again. my head was on his chest. I could feel the slight of change in his heartbeat. he smelled so clean and fresh. the air tonight was so fresh as well because it had rained. i ran my hand on his cheek. he got on top of me. he slipped off my jeans. and I finished taking his shirt off. I kissed him. I wanted to cry I don't know why I just wanted to cry. This guy was up for running away with me and I ended up turning him down. "you're so beautiful" he said "you have such a beautiful mind" I unbuttoned his jeans. this was really happening, we weren't fucking. we were doing something more passionately. I wasn't even afraid anymore of doing it without a condom. he was going slow and soft. we were lying in bed. "it'd be perfect for us to stay here forever" he said "look how easy it would be" The song Turning Page by Sleeping At Last was playing. I got up and got dressed. he noticed my scar on my butt and laughed. "shut up you're mean" I said playfully. he got up and he only had his briefs on. he was fit. he was tall and lean and attractive. he pulled me close and kissed me. we should get going. we got dressed and we thought no one was out anymore. as soon as Ruddek went out cops went and tackled him. they slammed him on the ground so hard. "run!" he yelled. I started running as fast as I could. and his wife came out of nowhere and she started chasing me. she was yelling "how could you do that!! why would you mess with a married man." I kept running but she was right behind me. we were now in the woods. I felt like I could fly but I didn't try. I just kept running and I woke up