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Date: 6/4/2020

Part 1 - on a stage of some kind? A small one, very few people. Like 4 people in the audience and 3 of us on stage. It’s almost like we’re just in a school by ourselves at night and finding things to do. I’m making out with people on stage, like heavy making out. It’s fun, and I don’t know if it’s part of the “play” anymore or if we’re getting carried away. We get carried away and makeout for too long - the other people are annoyed and bored. Part 2 - I’m flirting with a guy. I can’t tell if it’s normal flirting or real, leading somewhere. Says something about bringing me with him, I say something about a waterbed, he says a juice box, I laugh a lot. in this empty school things still, low lights. We both walk upstairs towards the showers and we have been flirting, so I hesitate wondering if I should come with him or not He passes the men’s washroom and keeps going upstairs so I follow. We get to a small room at the top, sort of a common room. I close the door behind me. I’m still unsure of if this is real. I say something about needing a shower after this, smiling. I take off my shirt but leave on my pants. He makes a joke about wondering if anyone else has left clothes in here - so I bend over to search in a couch and he leans up against my ass. Part 3 - a cute girl, I think she wants to makeout but I don’t know. We try to go for a walk but keep running into people. Part 4 - gym setting again, but in a room with other people. My and a guy (maybe the same guy?) and making out as i sit on a bench. I’m taping ribbon onto myself like a present to be unwrapped. He starts fingering me and it feels so good. Things shift and I’m laying down fingering my self - no guy. There are two others in the room and they stopped touching themselves but I keep going. One girl says that I make weird faces when I’m touching myself. I tell her to fuck off, we all agreed that this was what we were going to do and I’m not going to let you shame me or make me feel uncomfortable just because you’re too shy to do it. Basically I have a problem figuring it I’d people actually want me and I keep waking up before the good parts.