Blake is gone

Date: 8/20/2025

I was in the backseat of a car with friends when I look down at my phone and the “find my phone” app is telling me I’m passing Blake’s phone on the street right now. So I think “oh! He must be coming home from work!” So I look behind me out the window and see his car but the driver side car door is open and I kinda see Blake in the seat but he’s not really moving, and the car is being towed around a corner. My stomach drops because something is clearly not right. I try to call his phone and a quiet voice picks up and I ask “where is Blake?”. They said they can’t tell me and I can’t see him, he has been involved in something confidential and there’s nothing I can do. I’m freaking out because this doesn’t tell me if he’s alive or dead or anything. I hang up and try to call Blake a different way other than his phone number. he picks up and he says he’s at the office, on a Saturday. And my mind is racing because, most importantly, it’s a Wednesday, but also I’ve never heard Blake say he’s gone to work on a Saturday. What kind of work is he doing? How much is he not telling me? Is this call somehow reaching Blake in the past? I tell him today isn’t Saturday and that I just tried to reach his phone and I’m being told he’s gone forever. And I’m crying not understanding what’s happening, but just relieved to hear him. But just like, that the phone disconnects. I desperately try to call his regular phone again but the quiet voice picks up and tells me I can’t see him again, he just drew his last breath. I’m hysterical because I just talked to him and what do they mean he just drew his last breath?? What happened to him? What did he get himself into? Why did I just hear from him - what is actually real? And I think to myself, this needs to be a dream. And I woke up.