Dream within a dream, about ex

Date: 3/29/2021

Was dreaming inside my dream that my ex was in the room next to me bed ridden for some reason, and next door I was painting but did not want him to see me. When it got late and I thought he was asleep, I snuck out with only a dim light on to see, but I looked at him and saw he was looking back at me. It felt really real to look at him like that. I ran into my art room and dropped some things on the floor, flustered. My ex then walked through the door (despite just being bedridden) and laid on the ground with me. We stared at each other, cried and then kissed. He told me he loved me, he’d missed me, and he’d planned on being with me again soon. He told me he wanted to get married and never stopped thinking about me. We held each other on the floor for a while longer. Then, in my dream, I woke up. I was at a bachelorette party and I guess had fallen asleep during the fun. I did not feel like partying, though. I ran to the bathroom and began sobbing, and was so upset that I had once again dreamed so realistically of him. I heard some of the girls at the party talking about how I was a buzzkill and I always do this, but I did not even care. I was so sad Then I really woke up