Whale riding

Date: 11/16/2018

I’m out in a bay or maybe Puget sound off shore from friends house. I start out in a boat and the water looks freezing cold . there is no one around and it’s totally serene but gloomy. I can’t really see the shore but I see a whale close to the surface and something compelling me to get in the water and grab onto it to ride on top of it. I’m afraid it will start to go too deep and I will fall off though and force me to have to swim to shore. I’m swimming breast stroke for a little bit and fall off kind of but get on the whale again and I even feel the blowhole with my hand to hang on to. The whale skin is tough and smooth the water is indeed very cold.. I don’t feel like the whale really cares that I’m there and doesn’t want to harm me but still I’m worried he could change his mind about that any time. I’m constantly worried that I’ll have to swim back and now my boat is nowhere to be found anymore. I know the direction of shore but can’t really see it , I just sense that it’s there and not that far but an annoyingly long distance to have to swim without the help of my whale ride. I wake up listening to scatter adapt remember audiobook they were talking about whales hah