Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 6/30/2024
By wahblamy
In the first part of my dream I was checking out this apartment building, it was kind of strange and we were discussing the design. Rashmi has been dating this much older guy Jeff and I actually ran into her the other day. In the dream this specific apartment was Jeff's and it was overlooking a public space (like the market). The kitchen had a half wall overlooking it and we all thought it was weird. So Jeff was hosting this human climbing club and I was sort of around, interested and curious about it. A few of us were hanging outside the door of the apartment waiting for the beginning. Three other people were describing the concept of the sport. You take big scoops of food - like a casserole - and slap it on the other person's body and then climb them until your feet are on their shoulders and you're standing up. Then someone else climbs up higher and stands on their shoulders and this goes until we have two stacks of four people. All slapped with cheesy gooey food. At one point the big restaurant sized tray of the food is brought out by someone wearing oven mitts. I am so perturbed by this game but am curious also. I offer to be a base because I tell them I was a base in cheerleading and that I thought I could do it. End scene. The next little part felt slightly lucid, like I was aware of myself a little too much. I looked down a street and there was a big beautiful nova scotian house next to an empty lot. In the lot there were strings or wires going across and there were tons of balloons hanging from them. What made this significant is that the balloons all had the opening facing down and water was coming out of them all. I think part of being lucid was just knowing that this wasn't normal and questioning it. Then the dog woke me up and I went back to sleep into a new dream. I've been having many dreams of sleeping with people's husbands and boyfriends lately. Honest to God, I don't know they are dating anyone until after I have a romantic or sexual encounter and then a few beats later I am confronted by the situation. So in this dream I am snuggling and kissing with Bran at a party of some kind. I do believe we are being a little bit sneaky but I didn't know it's because he had a partner, I thought it was just because we were canoodling at a party! I don't think we had sex but we were kissing and rubbing and being romantic and as usual, it was actually so fucking nice. At one point there is a bit of a commotion and people at the party are telling Azra what happened. It also turns out they had a baby together. This was so devastating for Azra and also for Bran because Az found out. Azra was so upset and we talked about it and I told her I didn't know. Out of all of this it didn't feel like she was mad at me but super mad at Bran. Then Bran was super mad at me? Very unfair. At one point I run into Bran in the house and he is with a guy friend and they kind of hiss at me and confront me and I flip! I grab him by the neck and tell him this whole thing is his fault anyways not my fucking fault. He's the one who knows he had a partner, not me! He was so devastated that he would be losing his family. But then, he died??? An ambulance came and took his body away. It was all very weird. Catherine was in there somewhere too, understanding where I was coming from. Which didn't comfort me at all. I felt a little guilty, a little helpless and a little found out. The end.