Josh Coates, worship, human trafficking and gigs

Date: 1/6/2018

There was a worship thing at Josh Coates house and everyone kept wanting to hang around. I expressed my desire to jam and then there was this part about how I and a bunch of girls took pictures and pretending to be girls that are interested in the sex trade . we made these t-shirts with thick finger paint on them as a group. We got dressed up together to go prostitute ourselves, even though we were just bait. Josh was taking pictures and trying to arrange with the seller. We got in a van and was showing up to the sellers and the girls were all beat up. It was so scary. Apparently some of the girls riding with had been serious about doing it but now are changing their minds and wanting to go. I prayed with one of the injured girls and then a lady with a completely purple fist and arm came and was like threatening me insinuating that her fist was purple because she hit someone so hard. I start to turn back toward the van wanting to leave. Anyways that whole incident had taken place before the worship night. Like a memory. Josh had the photos that he had taken of the group. I was getting those photos and talking about worship and he had given them to me and he was Getting ready to go upstairs to go to bed and I said I had better go. he’s like that’s OK I am going to bed you don’t have to my house is open. I felt really uncomfortable at that. At some point I need a hairbrush and he had a whole bunch on the wall. At first I picked a massaging tool and was trying to use it as a hairbrush. But then he showed me the right hairbrush and I start to use it. At this point there are a few other musicians around. Most of them dwindle off there was one who stuck around, a guitar player. We were going to jam but he kept wanting things to go his way and it wasn’t right so Josh made him leave. I said I need my husband here because of accountability and your wife should be here too. His wife was Deb Billings. My husband was some mix of the three I have had. Neither of our spouses wanted us to worship together really but as long as they were there and could see nothing sketchy was going on, we were okay to worship. At one point His wife goes to bed and my husband goes home. Because we were packing up and we’re done. But Tom Mills lines up a bunch of gigs that will Pay 20 bucks a pop and there were 5 stops on list all across Missouri. I went to get my husband because he hadn’t actually left yet, he was still on the bus. He didn’t like the idea at all!!!! At this point I start handing out strange instruments to some of the girls that have been trafficked and were sitting there free. One was a shofar I think and another was a omnichord, but the last instrument was a real doozy. It was on the slender shiny metal rod with a pivot attached to the base of the instrument. The instrument was a rectangular pillow and the top of that pillow was covered in tiny cymbals! there was also just a pipe. I kept trying to keep the Omnichord. The girls were disgruntled about their instruments so we switched instruments. I kept trying to convince my spouse of why it was a good idea. I told him the group would get a total of $100. He wanted to know how that would break up. During the entire dream there was a sense that Josh and I could not be alone together And that our spouses kept thinking that something was going on between us. Which wasn’t. It was just the intimate worship that was flowing out of us that kept them thinking that something was going on. Eodair.