Lesbian Marriage?

Date: 9/19/2017

So, my dream started with me in a house with my family. The house was similar to my step grandmothers house. I really only recognized my dad and my oldest son. They were preparing for my marriage. But, I'm already married. My husband was there and he seemed pretty nonchalant about everything. Like he didn't care but really he did and didn't want me to know. I kept asking him was it ok and he would just shrug and say "it's what we have to do. I spoke with my dad and he said they same thing. I "have" to marry this person. So the person I was supposed to be marrying walked through the door. She was short and light skinned with a faded haircut, she reminded me of pusse' from orange is the new black. Anyway, I was a bit put off, not necessarily because she was a woman, but because I just wasn't attracted to her. She was very butch, stud, whatever you want to call it, but in the same token was really shy and demure. So we began preparations for the wedding, she was also walking around with another stud woman, who looked like a taller darker and heftier version of herself. When it got close to time she went across the street for her mini pre bachelor party and I was having a small party of my own. It was just family and a lot of kids. We were mostly just talking and joking around. Then walks in a young lady that put me in the mind frame of Zoe Saldana. She was very attractive slim and short, but maybe a bit darker. She came up to me and flirted with me. I told her nothing could happen because I had a husband and was now about to have a wife as well. She then told me "exactly" I am your new wife. I thought she was joking but she wasn't. She began to kiss me very aggressively and as I tried to push her off I realized, I wasn't really trying that hard. So we made out for a short time (groping and whatnot) and then she said she would see me tomorrow for our marriage. I told my husband about what happened and again he seemed pretty nonchalant about it but told me to be careful because I'm "playing with Fire" I decided not to tell my dad because I thought he'd get upset. So we all began to turn in for the night. I laid down and then woke back up to the next day. It was a very bad storm outside, but the storm was like a sand storm, and the sand was a grayish white and sort of shredded like paper. We went across the street to prepare for the wedding, the young lady I met later in the evening was there and ready to marry, her and my family were all there. Her house was pretty old and dilapidated, mostly old wood. Wooden floors, furniture, brooms hung everywhere. But we continued on. As we got closer to our vows something made me feel the urge to go across the street to the other house and check on things. I went over there and as I was walking across the street the wind and storm was blowing very hard. The first girl was supposed to marry was standing in the doorway. She looked very hurt, and her friend (or bodyguard is a better description) was looking at me with murderous eyes. She told me all I had to to was tell her I didn't want to marry her and she would've understood. She walked away and left the door open. When I walked in everything was ransacked. All the electronics were broken. I ran to my personal laptop and it had been broken to, but for some reason I didn't think it was the girl I was first supposed to marry. I had a feeling it was someone else, me being atoned for my sin of lying and deceit. My father cam over and was pissed. But he didn't say much just shook his head. I started thinking about what I had done and about how I had betrayed that woman just to be with another woman that I felt I was more attracted to. I thought back on the previous night with what I had engaged in and felt bad. I thought how does something that felt so good, be so bad. But realized wrong is wrong. The dream then skips around a bit, gets foggy where I can't remember the sequence of events that followed. Something about the second girl coming over and seeing what happened and she blamed me.