Giving birth to baby boy

Date: 7/9/2016

Was dreaming that I was pregnant and starting to have contractions. They didn't feel to painful but I knew the baby was coming. I was in a hospital like room and I started to take a position on the bed where I was squatting and using one of the positions I learned in my doula training course. I had a big contraction and felt the baby come through, but I was never in too much pain. My mom was there and my dad and I asked my mom to see if the baby's head was crowning. She looked down and said his head was through and I just needed to push one more time. I pushed and out he came, my mom caught him and I waited for him to start crying as she handed him to me. He looked at me and he was the most perfect baby I had ever seen. He was smiling at me and looked happy. He knew I was his mom and his innocence was overwhelming. He had three red marks on the tops of his head in the shape of half a circle. Nothing that concerned me but something I did notice. Even though he had those marks he was the most amazing thing I had ever seen. I couldn't believe I was meeting my baby and it was surreal. Interpretation: For Carl Jung dreams about birth were important because they represented a stage in the ‘individuation’ process. Put simply, this is the growth of the human psyche to maturation and wholeness. Birth therefore represents the start of an important new phase in your life and personal psychological development. .. According to this interpretation, it's right on. Dealing with jordans family and learning to separate ourselves and focus on our life and th happiness we have with each other has been a new beginning for us. Saying bye to those who have never supported our relationship, our happiness, and especially Jordan's happiness in his own family has been freeing. We had counseling today and it confirmed how we both were feeling.. Not understood, not supported, and realizing that they aren't capable and living in a broken system. Living in a system where taking on anybody else's wants or needs is so overwhelming because it forces them to reflect on their weaknesses and character flaws. It's easier to not reflect on reality and acknowledging or taking any accountability towards how others might be hurt or affected by actions. I've been having a lot of dreams about birth and babies. Sometimes I'm the one assisting a birth, but in this dream, I was the one giving birth. And my mom and dad both being there was significant. My mom catching my baby and my dad by my side says a lot. Feeling lucky to have my parents supporting me and my new beginnings, Jordan's new beginning and knowing they will always be there by our side.