Males

Date: 9/28/2019

Back in Knoxville. Was with Michael and had to promise him I wouldn’t leave him for Phillip. As soon as I see Phillip, I leave Michael. I start drinking alcohol again. I’m drunk. Suddenly Phillip is gone again. And so is Michael because of my betrayal. I confess to everyone that I have been sober for four years and just ruined my sobriety, but the number becomes strange and I can’t remember if it’s eight or four. No one believes me. I become the unreasonable drunk. I become extremely angry and calmly tell the crowd of strangers (specifically, a fat man at the front) that they’d better believe me and stop being mean or I will murder them. The man doesn’t believe me so I slash his arms and body with razor thin marks (telekinetically) over and over until he is a bloody red ribbon. I verbally spew hatred at him while this is happening, calling him an oversized hormone filled beef patty etc. After this I wander off into a vacant lot and there are boys riding BMX bikes in the distance and I fear male retaliation.