violent emotional breakdown?

Date: 7/8/2016

It's hard to remember clearly, but I remember getting extremely angry and upset, and screaming about how unfair and ridiculous the world is (and the people I know) and cussing out, even when my voice was becoming raw I kept screaming as loud as I could and hoping the whole world could hear me. I was all alone in what was possibly my bathroom, which is in fact where many of my breakdowns irl occur. It didn't feel cathartic at all, like you would expect, it was more like I had no choice but to tell everyone they're assholes. After I had calmed down a bit, I went to another room where my mom was. I sat in her lap and asked her if she heard me, then fiercely cursed at her too while restating a simplified version of what I said. I can't remember what her response was to any of this, but I know she had one. I remember thinking to myself, "this is the first time I've cussed in front of my mom" since I rarely curse out loud irl, but in this dream I was so frustrated I was constantly. That's all I remember.