Closeted Lesbian Experience

Date: 9/17/2024

I was in class and we were doing a project where I knew what to do and I started completing it before my teacher was done with the instructions. It was raining outside hard, and the teacher finally pointed to me and said, "See (my name) is already almost done with her project, get to working guys it's not too hard." I closed my laptop and raised my hand to use the bathroom. My teacher looked at me and said, "Sounds like it's time for a bathroom break, anyone else need to use the restroom?" There was like 5 other girls that needed to go; so Mr Chase let us go and designated me hall duty basically (which is weird considering we were high school juniors/seniors, I was High school me). The girls started talking behind my back basically saying they hated nerds and that I though I was 'all that,' (I definitely don't think I'm all that 😂). I turned around and started talking back roasting each and everyone of them, because I didn't know why they were being so rude. Suddenly they accused me of being a lesbian and I scoffed in bisexual and said, "So what if I am? Is there a problem with that? We're in the 21st Century being homophobic is cringe, get a life." We finally went into the bathroom as I rolled my eyes and take the nearest available stalls. But the stalls in my dream were shorter than usual with big gaps above and below. To the point I was scared if I stood up too quickly they would be able to see my privates. Then I saw one of the mean girls, Jessie, arguing with her friend in the stall next to mine. "Why were you being so mean to her, I thought you wanted to be my girlfriend." "Are you being serious?" Mikayla replied with a mocking tone. "You're acting ashamed. Listen I understand you don't want to come out, but we shouldn't be so rude to anyone who is like us." The stalls were short enough for me to see Jessie getting emotional, while Mikayla looked visibly disgusted. "You're an idiot if you think I ever actually liked you, I just wanted to see if you were actually one of those lesbians so I could drop you as a friend. You're disgusting." Mikayla stormed out taking all the mean girls with her who heard and saw the conversation. Jessie's eyes were watery but she didn't let her tears fall until her and I were alone in the bathroom. At that point I was done with my business and was walking over to Jessie, because that was rough. I thought she may need a listening ear. "What the hell do you want (my name)? Come here to gloat and get revenge?" Jessie said her voice trembling with rage and betrayal. "No I.... I wanted to make sure you were okay. She was so horrible to you, no one deserves to be outed until they're ready." I replied. She pulled me into the stall and locked it, suddenly the walls of the stall closed enough so that we were fully covered. She had me in between her arms kabedon style. With some reluctance she kissed me gently and then progressively became more rough and passionate. She started putter her knee in between my legs, under my skirt. With just the layer of my panties covering my now wet pussy, she gently but suggestively kneed until I was close to cumming. Then she stopped suddenly and pulled back away from me completely, leaving me all bothered. "I'm sorry for taking my frustrations out on you. We should head back to class."

AI generated interpretation In this dream, the setting of a classroom and high school environment may represent feelings of pressure to perform or conform in some aspect of your waking life. The rain outside could symbolize emotional turmoil or challenges you are currently facing. Completing the project before the teacher's instructions suggest a sense of competency and confidence in your abilities. The bathroom break can symbolize a need for privacy and introspection. The girls in the dream who are talking behind your back may represent feelings of betrayal or judgment from others. Being accused of being a lesbian and standing up for yourself in the dream may indicate a desire to assert your true identity and beliefs, even in the face of criticism or discrimination. The interaction between Jessie and Mikayla in the bathroom stall may represent internal conflicts related to self-acceptance and authenticity. Jessie's emotional reaction and vulnerability could reflect feelings of isolation or rejection. Your response to her and offering support may indicate a desire to demonstrate empathy and understanding towards others who are struggling with their identities. The intimate encounter with Jessie in the stall could symbolize a desire for intimacy and connection, as well as exploring hidden desires or aspects of yourself. The sudden stop and departure from the interaction may suggest a fear of taking risks or fully embracing these desires. Overall, this dream could be reflecting your subconscious thoughts and emotions related to identity, acceptance, intimacy, and the need for empathy and understanding in interpersonal relationships. It may be beneficial to explore these themes further in your waking life to gain a deeper understanding of yourself and your relationships with others.