My holy depression

Date: 6/12/2018

I hadn’t been to school in a while and when I got there everyone hated me and glared at me because I wasn’t there on a ceremony they were supposed to win but I have no fks. Until in the middle of class my clothes dissolved because they did something to them and I only could wear trash clothes cuz there was nothing left. Then my stepdad raped my sister and I was so pissed my mom didn’t care but I did so I sent him to hell. And then I wanted to know what hell is like so I killed myself like 10 times and then went to hell just to find out that Satan is an extremely huge old man who can turn into a demon. But he’s actually nice. I think my depression has affected my dreams...