Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 5/30/2020
By levinelover
My boobs were out in the college residence hallway and I was on the phone with mari, there was some of my stuff on the floor on the hallway I was dealing with and sorting through. It was cold. I didn’t like having my boobs out but I had too cause I didn’t do laundry. It was weird for me having my boobs out, but I was alone so nobody was seeing me anyways. I started to recieve a couple photos from people at residence of me, topless doing a handstand in the hallway. They both said “the security cam footage gets automatically uploaded online in order to be sorted through”. I was confused cause idk how to do a handstand so even tho I was in the hallway half naked, I wasn’t sure how that photo could be me unless I was drunk cause I didn’t remember standing in my hands. Also looking at the photo you couldn’t clearly see any nipples, so I was happy about that. I went out into my hallway to look at where the camera was, I knew I wasn’t dumb enough to be topless right in front like that. The camera I was was right next to my apartment door but pointing in the opposite direction from where I was with my stuff. I figured they might have been another camera at the end of the hallway but none that should’ve showed me so up close like in the picture I saw. Then there was a shower at work (not my actual work). I used it, and there were others in the washroom too. The washroom was dirty. I went to the lunch room and there was a lot of free food including pastries on the counter and more actual meal food. An Interracial couple I worked with recently who were new asked when if I was in school. The man was black and the woman was white and the man was doing most of the talking. I answered him saying I already graduated college and now I was working here. He was asking me why I chose to work here and said he liked it when someone knows what they want and why they’re doing what they’re doing. Then I mentioned the photo that was leaked and they said they’d seen it! Apparently lots of people has seen it. I anazlyed it on the table with them, and realized I was wearing that ruffled blue/green/white bathing suit of mine! “Wait... I’m wearing a bikini top whats the big deal I though I was naked!! I don’t care... my nipples are covered... I’m not embarrassed by this...” I was relieved! Then, Brandon was dead and had been dead for a long time. After Brandon died Ryan was banned from seeing me by his mom. Although he didn’t listen and still came to visit me, I lived outdoors in the first in a corner of the forest that had natural shelter. Ryan came to visit and I showed him phots on my phone that had to do with Brandon. I had a photo of his face from right around the time when he died, two from after he died... and one of Onision holding a picture of his face. I lied to Ryan and said Onision hacked my phone and put all 3 of those photos there even though Onision had nothing to do with the 2, only the one he was in. I spun a whole story about how Onision’s facial structure looked like Brandon’s with how long it was, and how Onision was dressing up as and pretending to be Brandon and put the photos on my phone. Ryan told me he told his mom the truth about where he was going today and she wanted to come. There was a nature-y ramp going down into where I was living and Anika and Ryan’s mom both went down it. Anika looked happy and calm to be coming and I was happy to see her. Ryan’s mom was holding a new baby she had, bug eyed baby girl with green eyes who looked like a middle aged woman with eyes that didn’t align the same way. I complimented the babies eyes even though the baby was ugly. With her she had a chromosome chart she said she for from her friend Valerie that showed where the baby got her green eyes from. I thought that was actually really cool and wanted to look into getting something like that for my future kid. Then Ryan and me were in a hotel room with his mom and Alice (Chris’s girlfriend). I was sitting on the bed with Alice and his mom while he was sitting in a chair a little far but close enough to be apart of the convo. Our conversation was mostly chill and normal, and then she brought up that she was gonna make a lot of time this week to masturbate, she looked a little funny saying it in front of Ryan. She said she wanted to try doing it with Nutella. I quickly got up and brought my Nutella jar to show her, it was all melted. I showed her and said to keep it in a warm room so it gets this consistency! I told her even i hadn’t tried that, and I wanted too now! She had a bunch of extra chocolate she said she would give to Alice when she didn’t want it, and I told her I always love chocolate too so she could split giving it to us between me and Alice. She gave me a bar of chocolate that I had to thinly squeeze through and push out a thin line of chocolate to eat, so I ate it.