fifth log

Date: 5/4/2018

HOLD ON TO UR TITTIES (update) (after countless research on dream symbols from this dream, they all have to do with embracing the feminine side. ) ((side note I'm 24)) ok this time it was fucking weird. so not the dad dream I had last night. this dream goes back to my second log, to continue the dream. however my dad does appear in the dream a few times. always a driver. I think the car was rusty gross and blue -combing kitten clots of hair come onto the comb everywhere -store, big inside stor where I visit often in my dreams that's by my work and a fast food building, this area never changes -brushing my mama kitty and her nipples come off, like they just slid off when I combed her -water lots of water -no being able to access a location I always ALWAYS am able to enter in this dream world -my grandma trying to climb up a ladder type thing instead of taking stairs but I moved her to the stairs. -a constant back and fourth trip from the house neighborhood beachfront location, driven by dad and at another point my aunt. - public restrooms in my best friends house, 3 small dark blue dividers, I walked in the middle one someone was in, I just said sorry and went on - I didn't graduate high school, I did, I went to the ceremony and everything but got home and had an invoice where my 2 classes gave me no credits -loitering outside a store -trying to steal from a store -vivid blue and green hues, deep color in this dream -feeling jealous -feeling sexual -feeling upset I can't remember much more, damn it should have wrote it down sooner!! ugghh -feelings: mostly anxiety