agbay Joe

Date: 8/15/2016

I am at school and this guy who i don't really know much starts befriending me Hes a short cute chub named joe who i don't really know much, even in real life. Joe and i start getting close and he develops a romantic attraction towards me. I too feel somewhat the same but do not let others know. Joe and i start hanging out more and he goes with me wherever i go. Its usually just the two of us when we walk around the school. I have developed a romantic attraction towards him too but being the closeted confused gay that i am i try to control it. We got closer and closer until the time came when joe starts agbaying me. I am a bit taller than him but his agbay on me made the perfect fit. On the first time he did it i paused. Not schocked. Not happy. Just frozen still. (Agbay is such a special delicate thing for me. Its something i am not used to. Its something i find very special and connecting. I don't see it as just a mere expression of friendship and arm resting. Its much like sex in a very romantic way like when two people connect and bond and be together without being naked and continue to do the silly ordinary things they are doing. Its much like HHWW but on a more romantic form. Its like and holding hands at the same time. Its touching each other and feeling the warmth and link you both make. Its not taking notice of these being both connected and disconnected at the same time sensing not each others bodies but the bond way beyond the physical.) We kept hanging out together and always in the agbay position, always with one of his arms around my neck or my torso. One time they asked us if we were in a relationship and joe said yes and i gave him a sly smile and he gave me the same.