Exes

Date: 7/24/2024

I saw my ex Alejandro in pictures with a guy I was on a date. He showed me his phone and his friends on there and I immediately recognized Alejandro (who also turned into Jon sometimes). We were in Austin and there was an LGBT parade going on and I saw Jon there and he signed in saying he didn’t know what gender he was and they put him into a section. I immediately started praying to God to save Jons soul and lead him back to God. I missed Jon so much but we have become so distant and unalike I wasn’t sure if he’d ever convert or come back to me. Then I saw Alejandro with some friends and he was excited to see me. He seemed to have feelings for me still I wanted to ask him what happened when we were kids that was so bad that made me repress my memories and emotions but i wasn’t sure if he would even remember either but I do know he remembers me telling him that I actively repressed bad memories. He wanted me to go to the library bathroom again so he can touch me and I didn’t want to say yes but somehow he got me into the stall and I was scared because my mom was looking for me. There was a shower in there and he started washing my hair first before touching me inappropriately and then my mom knocked on the stall saying she knew someone else is in there with me and she was angry and i was scared of being in trouble. Then I was being chased by some random guy who was trying to rape me and had to hide around a dormitory that was abandoned and then hide in an hamster cage so he wouldn’t find me. My coworker also took off my shoes and his boner was rubbing against me and i couldn’t move because we were on a zip line in the sky and when we landed he said i get $12 if the suit recorded his boner on me but the suit didn’t record anything and i was relieved we didn’t have to talk about it. I was being pushed around my whole dream by so many different people and I think that’s just how I felt in real life.