Cleaning, trust, and sex

Date: 6/29/2016

Part 1: The dream started with me cleaning my room. It wasnt just normal cleaning, i was scrubbing water rings out of my nightstand and scrubbing the walls. Part 2: I was at work. I was working with three patients at one time, meanwhile my boss was telling me that i needed to work harder. It was then lunch time, and my coworker asked if i would go with him to pick up his daughter. So, we get in his car and travel to some nearby city. We get to the top of a hill on a two-way dirt road that leads into the ocean. I asked my coworker if he was okay driving on that road because it looked scary. he said "oh, yeah i live in this city i drive on this road every day." i reply "okay, then. i trust you lets go get your daughter." we pull up to some shack and wait by a light post for his daughter. we get her in the car and drive back to work. when we get to work, he leaves his daughter in the car. when i ask him why he left her in the car he replied "her mom will pick her up in a couple minutes. its easier this way i dont have to see her." Part 3: **back story*** my boyfriend has struggled with being faithful to me since we got together almost 4yrs ago. his biggest weakness is social media.*** Im on his insta just scrolling down the feed and i see that he liked a picture of a girl masterbating with a dildo. so i go to her profile and see that he has liked every picture that this porn star has posted. i confront him, and he tells me its no big deal and that he can do whatever he wants. I then kick him out of the house. my first instinct is to cry, but i dont want to show him that he won. i fight to go through my day like normal, but he doesnt care that he just pulled the last straw of our relationship.