Unprepared and Dysphoric

Date: 7/28/2016

I started off by trying to buy supplies for school. I didn't have enough money and went to school with barely anything. It was so embarassing and I had to share supplies with students and teachers. They weren't nice about it either. Then people thought I was just shy. I was taken to different places with these people who wanted to be friends I guess. Or just make fun of my awkwardness. Then I went to a waterpark I wasn't allowed to leave. I had no bathing suit, just normal underwear, no bra, and a sheet instead of a swimming towel. I got laughed at and the coach person yelled at me, screaming at she didn't have enough money to deal with poor trannies who just want handouts. I struggled to put on pasties, but my boobs kept getting bigger and bigger. Kids whispered about me hiding my gender and stuff. Eventually I couldn't handle it and started having a breakdown and ran off. I looked down from the roof of the place, wanting to jump off and kill myself. Then I woke up.