can't stop seeing his face

Date: 9/15/2016

I used to be madly in love with a boy name Jake.(real name no shame) I won't Devi into our details beyond he strung me along like a loss wounded puppy dog for what felt like a century. I often think of him still despite being in a better healthier more loving relationship. last night I seen his face again in my dreams. guilting me for "abandoning" him as a "friend" I tried to run from him but he kept finding me and chasing me calmly not even running saying the words " you'll never escape the web I've weaved Ash, your mind and soul belong to me". it was so creepy cus that's kinda how he is. he creates a web of lies and mistrust mixed in with subtle truths and honesty making it hard to fathom what his true intentions might be.... some day you ugly British bastard you'll be nothing more than a faint memory