Real father

Date: 12/8/2016

I noticed that my parents hid a secret from me, and it was my mother who held it. I knew she got money from someone to help raise me when i was a kid, she told it was my uncle who died years ago, so i asked her how was that possible, she tried hard to keep the secret until she realized it wasn't possible anymore, I was getting more and more angry and i told her that I knew that was something wrong and that she had to tell me, it was when she told me that my father was another man who she was frequently asking for money to help to raise me and he had always sent me money. My dad didn't know about my real father and at this point he was at the same time alive and passed away because it's a dream, then I thought that it was good that I have to tell him the truth, and at the same time I said that I wasn't going to tell him the truth because he was very ill and he might not resist this emotion, he didn't deserved to find out that he was cheated on and that i want his daughter, I woke up crying.