Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/6/2019
By ChefRiggs
FAIR WARNING- it is a sex dream so don’t hate me for being honest. (Out of consideration for my friends I’ll leave out names and just use letters) I was hanging with a couple friends. My friend M and I we’re just chilling on the bed. (a girl I met in high school and became friends with in the dorms in college) we kind of start snuggling but not super close because her boyfriend H was in the room distracted. (I’ve never liked H because he’s a manipulative tool who treats M poorly and I’ve kind of had a secret thing for my friend M but I’ve never said anything.) H leaves saying he’s gotta take a piss and when he’s leaves M snuggles up closer to me. Our mutual friend S was sitting in the corner on his phone not paying attention. M and I make eye contact and kiss briefly. H walks back in pissed at us after seeing our small kiss. I try to cool him down and explain that it didn’t mean anything. (I couldn’t really justify it lol) he storms off and M seems unbothered by the fact her bf just dipped out or saw us kissing. I decide I needed to take a shower so I strip down and hop in the warm water. I close my eyes and let the water run over my head then I feel someone press their body against my back. I realize it’s M. She’s naked in the shower with me, arms wrapped around my chest, pressing her boobs against my back. She tells me everything is going to be ok. I tell her I don’t think this is a very good idea but she disagrees. She slides her hand down my abs and gently strokes my dick. It felt amazing. I turn around and pull her close kissing her. Water running down our naked bodies, we made vigorous love in the shower. I woke up before the dream was over. Know that I would never sleep with my friend if she was with someone. And as much as I loved this dream I can’t help but feel guilty because of her bf and the fact my friend S has been torn up about her for sometime. M and I do have history tho which sparked the dream I think.
AI generated interpretation Based on your dream, it seems that there are underlying feelings of attraction towards your friend M that have been present for some time. The fact that you mention being bothered by her partner H's mistreatment of her suggests that you deeply care for her well-being and may desire a closer relationship with her. Additionally, the presence of your other friend S, who is torn up about M, suggests that there may be a fear of competition or of upsetting the social hierarchy within your friend group. In the dream, the initial reluctance to snuggle closely with M due to the presence of H can be interpreted as a fear of negative consequences or social judgement for your feelings. However, as soon as he leaves the room, you and M are able to act on your attraction. This may suggest that you feel societal pressure to suppress your feelings and that you may fear negative consequences for expressing them. It is also important to note that the shower scene in the dream represents a space of vulnerability and intimacy. M's words of comfort and assurance may represent a desire for emotional intimacy and the need for validation of your feelings. Overall, this dream may reflect underlying feelings of attraction and a desire for intimacy with your friend M. It is important to consider the potential consequences of acting on these feelings and to approach any potential romantic involvement with caution and respect for everyone involved. It may also be helpful to discuss your thoughts and feelings with a trusted friend or therapist to gain a deeper understanding of your emotions and their origins.