Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 5/30/2021
By Fitful
I was staying out in the sidewalk outside the house. It looked to be a townhouse and it was in comfortable sitting area where I was. I had so much stuff with me, that when it was time to go inside I had to carry two loads. I had books, my phone, my dog, my winter coat, etc. I did grab everything and go... Only to find out they were leaving for the day. Maybe longer? It was a couple, very tall and thin, statuesque. They took my dog, so it was kinda like I was the nanny. But of my dog. They gave me time off. And it was so nice. But it worried me. I apparently have way too much anxiety to not worry about having nothing to do at work. I did go into their pretty town house and revel in being alone. I danced and sang in the kitchen. I apparently knew how to dance very well come lessons I took years ago. It was fun and new, something I didn't usually do. ~ I was with an ex. This ex wasn't from real life but a dream ex. And she picked me up and I got in her car, in the back seat. Apparently we were friends and we often did this. Possibly everyday. She looks me over from her place in the driver seat - mind I think this is England as she's in the right hand side - and for some reason she can see all of me. She looks from up to all the way down, lingering on a bone in my pelvis. I flush. Then she shakes her head like its a shame she can't have me I tell her she's got me. But I deliberately misunderstand. and later our conversation goes to her really large empty house " that I refuse to live in with her". I tell her I live there... Sometimes. The thing tho is... She's a bombshell. Hella dark skinned and looks like the same body type as me. (Me in the dream) But she's a player and apparently I got burned once and was over it being ever a serious thing. She was a bit more serious than I suspected... But she was also herself. Later in the dream random weird things happen. She buys me an excavations kit, for treasure hunting and rebounding in like forbidden temples sunken into jungle land. And once we lose the car and I'm only holding in to her arm... as we whirl around in like a crash without a car. ~ There are a lot of apps I'm using. Some I used before and forgot about and wen back to using. My internet life in my dream is very in depth. I think and evil spirit tired to talk to me via a tiktok profile. I think once on an old app I was a little caustic in my political viewpoint (well more so than I'd be IRL ) ~ I was also graduated to my own house that was very large, nice, and empty. I called for my dog but she refused to come. She often did and it was frustrating because if I wanted her for anything I had to go find her in the big house and get her. I had company twice at the same time. Someone on the upper floors visited via a door there that led to come college dorm situation. They had to fix something in my house but didn't have the right gromit. Luckily I had them... Because they said they refuse to come back til next year. The company downstairs was for a lesson maybe... Someone coming to teach something. I was yelling a lot before he arrived. I had been upstairs peering into others dorms ( it wasn't weird, it was like TV) and outraged at his presence. He was doing it wrong. This time he begged me to stop yelling, he hears my speech twice now. I told him I didn't need to, since he heard me. And let him in and expected him to change his behavior.