Lucid dream fractal!!!

Date: 12/8/2019

I had severe insomnia last night, but when I did finally get to sleep for the last hour of the time I had left.. holy shit! Again I found myself standing in the doorway of my bedroom & realising I was dreaming. There was a girl standing in front of me with curly hair & I gathered my thoughts.. ‘ok, this is a dream’ I looked at her intently & her eyes began to change colour - the whites became blue, then green, she looked really strange! I just watched her intently & said ‘I’m dreaming, what are you’. Then I don’t know why I said it, but I said, ‘you are a master’! I don’t know why but, then I decided I needed to wake myself up. I was drowsy & struggled, but I woke myself up. I was in bed with a man, who seemed familiar & it became sexual, but I again became aware that I was dreaming, I thought ‘I need to wake up’ & went through the same thing. This time I was relieved when I actually woke up with my man. Again it became sexual & at one point he sat up & his back was to the window. Then a dog appeared behind him & jumped towards us. I put my hand out to defend him, but the dog floated through the window & just sat there.. it was like a ghost dog. Again I realised I was dreaming!!.. next it was like I was being shown a tv show, which was like an advert or a propaganda piece, it was right in my face, really clear & intense. I remember watching it and being really impressed by it. I wanted to remember it.. it was like a puzzle piece of different clips put together & there was an old style logo/name at the end that I really wanted to remember & I tried so hard to focus on it & remember the name, so I could look it up when I was awake!! I forgot it. 😕 I felt like I was stuck in an endless loop of dreams, within dreams, like fractal! Although I had lucidity & kept gaining & losing it, I was still very much part of the dreams, rather than taking full control.. it was strange. Lastly I remember looking at an artwork, it was a portrait of a woman, a khaki green tone & it was like 2 sides of a reflection blended together, but somehow separate.. I remember thinking, this is pure perfection, it’s like a fractal. Woke up exhausted 💤