Anxiety and ASMR

Date: 7/22/2017

First part of the night I was really anxious and when i finally fell asleep at midnight dreamed I went to a school reunion but I was really unhappy and didn't want to talk to anyone. Then they started talking about scientific discoveries and I didn't understand/relate at all. i felt really stupid and ignorant and I hated that feeling. Then I woke up at 4am and started watching the YouTube. Found ASMR video and decided to try it. Fell asleep and had sensation of bubbles popping on my skin, then rocking in a swing (something I love to do) and also stroking a grey cat, my nephew choking and meeting a former student. Two large dogs pushed me into a room, I wanted to go there anyway but they playfully helped me.