dr assisted suicide

Date: 11/21/2017

so it didn't seem like a long dream but i was i guess in so much pain that someone hired me a dr besides the one we got and we tried many things to get rid of the pain. i also don't have chronic pain but holy fuck this shook me. she prescribed a euthanasia type of pill that stops your heart slowly then you just go to sleep. so we got all my affairs in order then went through with it. it shook me so bad cause im pmsing ss well this week so i been sat crying about how fucking dark it is since i woke up from it.