Maxie

Date: 6/22/2016

I just had a dream about my ex girlfriend and it really sucked. In it I could see her, her beautiful cute self and I could see her singing this song like she used to sing and I started singing along cause I knew it and wanted to surprise her. But she couldn't see me, not even when I got right up in her face she just stared behind me like I wasn't even there. I couldn't touch her, I wanted to bad to just reach my hand out and hold hers or touch her arm or face and hug her but i couldn't, my limbs felt like lead. I could just look at her twirling around, happy and singing. Happy without me. Happy possibly because she was without me. I missed her so much. I've never once before ever had a dream about her. Why now why why now. I was getting over her, I was doing fine I was assuming she was doing fine too. Why does my head do this to me.