Date: 8/30/2018
By alicia_retro
*in real life* So my ex (who I believe to be over with) followed me on instagram yesterday and I hadn’t seen his face pretty over a year ago so when I saw his acc my heart started beating hella fast like *whythefuckdidyoufollowme???* anyways I didn’t think anymore of it as long as he’s not on some bullshit I don’t mind him following me. But *IN MY DREAM* he showed up at my school and me, him, and a couple of friends were hanging out. I think we had just got done recording a video for something and we were walking back to the school from the shoot and I turn around and see my ex talking to my best friend and then I see them go behind a big ass bush off to the side of the street. I’m PISSED but I didn’t yet assume what they were doing cause I didn’t want to look crazy. After she comes out we head back to the school again and she’s just going on and on about how she just sucked his dick and she’s not even a little concerned that that’s my ex (who she also know is my FL) and she just ducked his dick while I was in the mf area. After I made this clear she was like “oh.....do you want me not do that anymore?” Like NO BITCH I DONT WANT YOU TO DO THAT NO MORE ARE YOU DUMB???!? I didn’t say that but I thought it as I was writing this 😂anyways I tell her “don’t do that shit again” and I walk off. I don’t know if that dream was supposed to tell me I’m not over him or if my brain is just doing the most 💀