My funeral

Date: 12/12/2017

I decided I wanted to die and I told my dad. I told them there was nothing they could do to stop me or help. He did the unexpected and surprises me. He decided to hold a funeral for me in our back yard. There was a big white coffin back there and tables with everything I owned. I was in my empty room when everyone started visiting. They looked at me and hugged me for the last time. My closest cousin Emily walked in distraught and that’s when I lost it, but it was too late for me to turn back. I had to die. When everyone was seated outside I walked by the tables with my memories and kissed them all goodbye. I went up to a podium in from of the casket and told them everything I felt. I told them how it was too much and how I couldn’t do it anymore then I grabbed a knife off of the podium and slit both of my arms. I got in the casket and looked up at the trees for the last time. I saw the light shining through the leaves and knew that this was the closest to heaven that I would ever experience again. I looked down when everything was starting to fade out and saw my white dress turning a dark red.