Weird SpaceX Dream

Date: 1/5/2019

I dreamt that you could volunteer for SpaceX on every launch (despite none being designated for crew, you just had to sit inside the rocket as a passenger then parachute back down afterwards (I think it was parachute or it was another way), they’d do all the work and test the impact of space on you and collect all the measurements. To volunteer you just had to turn up at the launch base and they’d put you into a suit and strap you into a rocket. The clothing was really light and thin, it was orange and black overall in colour, it featured black shoulder “guards” or “flaps” which wrapped over your shoulders, it had a “shirt” and a “pants” as well a part which went over your feet. On the edge of the left side of the shirt ran a white band which has the writing “SpaceX” in black writing. Overall putting the “suit” on was easy as slipping it over your normal clothes. I’m not quite sure how I found out, I think one of my friends showed me, perhaps Saaraa? Yes I think her as in every mission I did (though I can’t really remember all of them in detail, they almost became routine) I was always with her and we’d go through it all together like partners. Anyways, my very first mission was when I had just found out about this, I was fairly excited but not as excited as I’d be in real life (I forgot to bring my phone and take pictures). We were put inside the Falcon Heavy. Supposedly we were at the very top. It was incredibly spacious and literally was just a large concrete room with 3 chairs bolted to the floor where me, Saaraa and another person sat. We all liked up and over the room was four concrete walls which enveloped it. I remember thinking how odd that was as it appeared to be square shaped with no ceiling. Anyways, the rocket began its launch procedure and I felt nervous (again, not as nervous as I’d be in real life) and we were off. Sadly things went by almost like a blur with very little details. To my dismay, I barely even remember how it was like in space (which would never happen Had this truly happened, heck I’d even have a go pro recording EVERYTHING). Next think I knew, I was back on the ground somewhere, I don’t remember where I landed or how. But before I knew it, my godfather? Drove a Jeep of some sort with an open ceiling and picked me up and we went back home. As if it was a normal day. I was back at house 1 and everything was normal, everyone was going about their normal business (despite the fact that things were all dreamt and illogical, i did no reality checks). There was a launch, I was notified by Saaraa messaging me on discord (I think), and I frantically searched around the house for my suit and begun charging my phone so that i could take pictures. (I remember briefly messaging Insulin a photo of my suit which had “SpaceX” printed on it, but I don’t recall his reaction). Anyways I remember being in a rush and panicking at not knowing when the launch was and missing out on being onboard it (though the situation may be sort of different, it was the same feeling that I would have in regards to school). Eventually I got outside, and this time it was my mum who picked me up, and we drove to I think Cape Canaveral? For some reason it was in Australia AS WELL AS America according to my Dream self’s knowledge. I did try to Google it with mild annoyance to my phone not working properly, despite this being an opportunity for a reality check, I ignored it assuming that it was just because of my broken phone. The drive went a long distance, passing unfamiliar roads, and some highways resembling what I’d see as those leading to places afar. I remember looking out through the raindrop covered window and seeing a Victorian styled town, buildings made of dark red/brown bricks that had smooth corners. Sewers or waterways with the same bricks ran alongside the road. As we finally got there, we for some reason took a third through a park which turned out to be some sort of “mini mountain” smack bang in a suburban area which we drove up on until we somehow ended up reaching the base. (On our way up one of our passengers, forgot who fell out and I remember hearing my mum who was driving say “well, she was abducted by aliens.”.) I wandered through the base, met a dozen more people (who were all around my age or a few years older) who were all volunteering. However in the end, it was only Saaraa going on this mission as she got here first? I think I approached her alone before this and hugged her for some reason. As she was entered an elevator like room alongside some other people (I think journalist or launch engineers) as well as Tamina? Dozens and dozens of people crowded outside it and peered through the small glass window, loudly chatting amongst themselves as I was constantly bombarded by camera flashes accompanied by the chirps or camera clicks. The elevator was carried by a long mechanical arm of some sort and brought over to the large support strut that held up the rocket. From there she’d enter it. As she was getting ready, I distinctly remember someone of authority saying something about “This kid not making it”, almost like a threat of some sort. *** That’s all I remember for now :(