Jealousy

Date: 10/7/2018

In my dream, my classmate become close with the sensei I have a crush on. It's only for educational purpose but I can't help feeling the heaviness of my heart. I dislike it when she walked into sensei's private room. Sensei even tells her that she could come on weekend too. I feel both pathetic and sad. She's there for learning purpose and she's so focused while I'm stupidly watching and thinking things I shouldn't.