Blood

Date: 9/3/2017

Recently, our 1 month old kitten which we have grown really close to died from blood loss in our hallway. My dad accidentally stepped on her and didn't realize until it was too late, blood splatted everywhere from her twitching to her death and everything. Last night I had a dream I was in my dads place when the incident happened, but I actually saw the whole thing unfold. I tried to save her but she died in my hands. I woke up right after, fell back asleep an hour later, I was playing outside with our other cat, I was about the size of a five year old. The kitten came around the corner and she was cover in blood. Her eyes were crusted shut with dried puss and blood while her usually white/grey/peach fur was covered in a crusted dark red coating. She would walk around but as soon as I approached her she would start having a seizure on the ground. It all hurts, too much