Hired help seeing videos of my past.

Date: 12/19/2018

My handyman showed up and I overslept. He was angry when I came down the stairs at around 11:30 AM and said he had been waiting around in my kitchen since 6:40 AM. He had all these videos on screens going, like they would have in one of those old “futuristic”novels. He said, with disdain in his voice, “I’ve been keeping myself busy watching you and seeing who you used to be.” I could see various images of myself as a younger woman walking around and talking and wearing old outfits. I was not horribly shaken that this man now knew my past. I was slightly intrigued as to why it was important to him and if he was going to quit now or give me bad service because of what he had seen. I was perhaps slightly nervous and embarrassed and also a little bit irritated at him. But mostly just curious about the whole situation. ***note: this was the same day of, but BEFORE my EMDR session in which I processed the memory of giving directions to the man in my hometown.***