ex's babies

Date: 6/22/2016

it started out in the hospital with my parents. I was crying. suddenly I was in the hospital bed and someone was telling my to push, so I did. just had my ex's baby but he wasn't there. I was so upset I wanted to see my baby but the nurses wouldn't let me. they took me into a different room after the bleeding stopped but I never got to hold my newborn boy. the dream flashed to me driving to my ex's house and when I got there he was with friends. i asked to talk to him alone and he didn't want to but his friends kindly walked away. I felt like I was going to throw up. I kind of touched his arm and asked if he wanted to see his baby and he fell to his knees and started crying.... the dream flashes back to the hospital and I was once again in the bed someone telling me to push and I did. I had a baby girl this time and I wanted to hold her so bad but I was not permitted to. my other ex had no idea I was pregnant. he was at a pool at a hotel and I went there and he tried avoiding me but I thought he should know he had a daughter. I had to walk around the pool to get to him and it felt like the longest walk of my life. I finally got to him and I sat down on the chair next to him and I kind of just told him "well, you got me pregnant and I just had your baby girl" he too started crying because he knew he couldn't just leave me with his baby girl and Anthony's baby boy. he wants to go in the Air Force academy when he gets out of high school but that dream might not be possibly for him now. I felt so bad for these guys especially because I was no longer dating either of them. im not sure why I had this dream, I haven't talked to anthony in months and jeremy and I haven't really dated. I haven't had sex with either of these guys so I don't know why I would be having their babies. both of the babies from my dream were born within the same month as well. not sure what this dream means or if it is just something random my unconscious mind thought up. tell me what you think!