stop dreaming of mark

Date: 1/25/2022

slept in late today and had a bunch of random fun dreams but i only kinda remember this one bc mark was in it. me and some blond girl who looks like cassie from euphoria kinda we’re fighting over mark. she was like 22/24 ish and i was insecure that she was older than me. i forget exactly how we were fighting over him i don’t think it was actually physical or even yelling at eachother but more like a competition we both knew we were in. i was thinking in the dream about how mark is so nonchalant and doesn’t have to do shit really but he always had girls or people worrying and thinking about him. he like attracts all the attention and i was wondering why i never get this kind of care or worry about me like he does. he’s got that male idgaf-ness to him that makes people wanna do stuff for him or worry about him. anyway i can’t remember exactly what me and this girl did or what the outcome of this was but i was super jealous and nervous she would win and it was making me feel insecure bc i knew it was up to him and had nothing to do w me. fucking sucks man i wish he would leave my mind.