My mom again

Date: 2/19/2019

By alicia_retro

So I’ve been having more dreams lately of my mother who died a few years ago. In this dream, I was at my old neighborhood where I grew up at until I was about 12. I was right outside my old house but for some reason I knew my mom wasn’t in there. She was at an empty(ish) house a few doors down. I went outside that house and called my mom to get her attention since she was already on the phone (I could see her through the window). She honestly looked disappointed to see me and when I came in the house, she said something along the lines of “why didn’t you go to the house...I’m on the phone with your dad”. (side note:my dad lives in a different state. They still loved each other but everything would’ve been better had they had gotten a divorce. They already didn’t have a good relationship and being states away caused a lot of over the phone arguments). I don’t thing they were arguing this time, in the dream, but whatever they were talking about was more important than me and I could feel that without her saying it. I was sad but I didn’t leave the house. Just sat there let her talk on the phone. You could tell from the beginning of the dream how happy I was to see her then the whole mood of the dream change when she barely acknowledged me.