My dreams are mean to me

Date: 5/15/2019

Playing D&D with my pals. My ex bf (A) is the DM (we’re still close friends IRL and play D&D twice a week together) He’s sitting next to me on the bench, we haven’t quite started yet. A leans on me, which is weird. We haven’t even hugged more than a couple times in the last 4 years. I don’t think anything of it. He makes a motion for me to move my hand closer to him but I don’t know where to put it, because why would he ask me to do that he must mean something else. I put my hand between us on the bench and A takes my hand and puts it on his leg. I can see his girlfriends (B) scowl out of the corner of my eye, and I don’t look at her. I try not to smile to portray anything. I squeeze his leg gently, then start rubbing it. He smiles and then bends over my lap so I have to move my hand onto his back, and I rub his back. He smiles and makes that cute sound he used to make IRL when he’s happy. I still don’t know what’s going on, but I’m content. I enjoy the moment, unsure of what this all means. ——- At some point I go to the bathroom, and it’s like we’re playing D&D in D&D. The toilet is in the middle of a room with no door and people keep walking by. My current IRL bf (K) walks in and looks like he’s excited / scared about something. The toilet doesn’t flush and gets clogged lmao.