Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 12/17/2022
By Xiileaf
I was apparently at a house that was in the building process. It was supposedly my house. I was there visiting to see how it was going or some such. Up in the attic with one of my (unidentified) friends, I was observing the small wooden beams, being careful not to step in between them in fear of breaking the drywall. My friend and I came to a corner and sat down gently, again being careful not to break through the ground. My friend and I likely talked a bit in the dim amber lighting, and the conversation was probably about the house. Out of the corner of my eye, I spotted a teeny tiny little spider. It wasn’t a regular spider, but like that one Pokémon, Araquanid. It skittered about and I lost track of it for a bit, still taking about my unfinished house with my friend. A couple minutes later, it reappeared a little larger, and next to some strange greenish eel with thin flaring fins(?). Both of them were roughly the size of my hand, the Araquanid in height and the eel in length. They were a couple feet away, just sitting there, menacingly. That’s when something in my head clicked. The Araquanid made eye contact with me, and I was ready to run. For some reason, this species of Pokémon was known to have a mean streak (like hornets), and I wasn’t about to deal with that shit. I’m a state of panic, I turned and ran like a maniac to get as far away from the Araquanid as possible. I wasn’t stepping on the beams anymore, but the floor wasn’t breaking, so I kept sprinting around the attic. I looked over my shoulder to see the Araquanid skittering after me and I probably screamed. It’s size was even larger now, about half a foot tall. The eel was gone, but that didn’t stop me from booking it around the attic in circles. I kept looking back and it was getting closer and closer to me, its six bright green legs pushing it ever closer to me. That little fucker was faster than me, and I was about to be caught up to. Suddenly, it leapt towards me, which is when I woke up, kicking my feet to get it away from me. >>>***<<< I was in class, and for some reason, everyone was talking about politics. Things were getting heated, and I quipped in once or twice, trying to convince the ones who saw differently that my side was the one they should be on. They were annoyingly stubborn, as anyone with political views, and I was getting frustrated. Someone said something that sent me over the top, and within seconds, I was a screaming and crying, frustrated mess. In my freshly developed rampage (that I would NEVER do in real life), I started grabbing my classmates’ and random teachers’ belongings and purposefully breaking them. I was dead set on breaking everything that didn’t belong to me or Mr. Collmer. It was satisfying to break their Chromebooks (by punching through or folding the screen), pens, and pencils, along with sending papers flying. I broke as much stuff as I could, continuing to scream and cry about. Apparently, it was time to go back to the main school, so all of my classmates were leaving the room in s hurry, getting onto the busses to be shuttled back. All of my peers had left save for one. Sarah looked at me with a saddened look and asked if I was going to be okay, but left moments later when she realized I wasn’t going to answer in my rampage. Once I was done destroying everything I could get my hands on, I stood next to Mr. Collmer’s desk, wiping away my salty tears with complete and utter embarrassment. I was no longer angry, but it would be a while before I would feel as normal. Knowing I needed some sort of support, Mr. Collmer walked up to me and opened his arms, inviting me in for a hug. My face contorted into that of sadness once more, and another wave of tears came as I sheepishly walked towards him and accepted his hug, holding him tightly in efforts to console myself.
AI generated interpretation >>>***<<< The dream you had may symbolize a feeling of powerlessness, fear, and frustration. The house in the dream could represent a feeling of security and safety, while the spider could symbolize a fear of the unknown. The eel may symbolize a feeling of being trapped or stuck in a situation. The recurring school rampage could be a manifestation of the frustration you feel in your everyday life when it comes to dealing with difficult people or situations. Finally, the hug from Mr. Collmer could symbolize the need for comfort and support when you feel overwhelmed or overwhelmed.