reoccurring worst fear

Date: 10/14/2016

So I've been having this same dream for over a year now. Almost every single night. I'm at home at the kitchen sink doing dishes, when my son (who will be 10 next month) asks if he can go check the mail at the end of the driveway. I thought nothing of it because he does it all the time. So I go stand on the front porch and smoke a cigarette while he does this. As he is pulling the mail from the mailbox, a van pulls up and someone grabs him. He's screaming and the mail falls to the ground and I'm screaming trying to run after them. They speed off before I can reach them. And I wake up. Sometimes I wake up to the sound of myself screaming in real life and every time I wake up with tears runnin down my face and a feeling of sheer panic. I always go check and find him asleep in his bed. It happens damn near every night. And has given me an OCD fear to where I have anxiety even when he goes to school. Someone please tell me that it doesn't mean anything...