Cat transformation & Drunk Stuff

Date: 7/6/2020

I was at first working and one of my residents (irl) who has disabilities and is unable to talk a whole lot or walk, etc. was somehow transformed into a cat while I was on duty. And he ran away. At first I was like omg this is horrible but then I was like, of course he would want to leave and go outside and run when he couldn't before. Then I was with one of my best friends and her family and we were at some kind of party where I was getting wine drunk. So while I was drunk I leave the party which is in like this hidden entrance where there is a door but it looks like a wall, and there is a doggy door and the big door itself. Behind once opened it looks like someone's closet that you can scoot through. But several times when i leave and come back whoever is in the room keeps barring up the closet so I can't get through. This pisses drunk me off so much that I push the closet rack with its clothes and all onto them. It would have hit them because their voices were right behind but there were so many clothes on it that it only fell like 2/3 of the way down. Then I run away and am super paranoid that they'll shut down the place and try to find the perpetrator. So I think about jumping out the window but I don't because of cameras. At some point I am crying to my ex about how he's the only one who makes me feel safe while I'm drunk and laying on his bed. Lol. Yikes, subconscious. Yikes.