my future and past

Date: 9/8/2016

Jacob is still in my head I miss him he was definitely an asshole but we wenr through a lot can u please make me forget the pain pain he caused me how I cried every other day how stupid I was tht I stayed please max I want to be with u and I wanna be happy I cant stop thinking about it I had a dream where I went into the air force for like 20 years since I was 18 I came back I had 2 sons and 1 daughter they both had red hair and 1 had blue eyes the other had brown I walked into my home jacob was my husband and dad of the blue eyed son you were the dad of the brown eyed kid and the daughter was ours urs and mine the our son and daughters name was Caleb and Amanda and jacob was Corey Ive always wanted thoes names for my child anyway when I came back you had to leave to go back to work you kissed my cheek and head you told me you loved me and that you would be back shortly and you were gone I didnt know where you were but I found that you killed someone who we both dont like because she tried to get with you aka Lauren you went to jail I paid for you to get out and I cried in your arms saying how much I love you and how much I missed you. From: me To : Max