Crystal ball

Date: 4/16/2020

I dreamed josh came and dropped off henry and was freaking out about corona. He had been crying. Mom asked him what he brought. He brought a crystal ball as a gift. I was shocked, mom acted normal. He was talking to us nicely and making a clear effort to engage . We were talking about corona. I said at one point, actually I think that whatever you think will happen is what will happen, and right as I finished saying that I regretted it because I did not want josh thinking that he could think things into happening since he is corrupted in his mind. and he stayed during visitation and sat in a chair in the center of a play room. Henry kept cutting himself and wanting his dad to help comfort him which was making me sad since Henry was acting so different with josh there. I dreamed I was putting blue fire stickers from aunt Jackie and grandma on my car. Ryan was holding bugs in a cage over my face sitting on top of me so I couldn’t getaway