Love island Part 1

Date: 6/18/2018

It has very little to do with the show but I feel it's close enough for that title 😝 (TW: Sexual assault) I'm in a small wooden boat in the sea by myself, there was a shore I was heading to maybe a yard away with tropical shrubs and palm trees. Suddenly in the calm water a wave crashed down on me and destroyed the boat, ripping it to pieces. I got thrown into the water and struggled to grab a chunk of boat to keep me afloat. I kicked ferociously at the waves, trying to get to the small island. I managed to arrive safely, crawling onto the hot sand, my white summer dress now soaked and see through. 'Great' I thought. I then saw other people moving inland from the sea, they looked like tourists, all British like me. 'GREAT.' I thought, looking down at my wet sandy mess of a body while others looked like models. I was still on the ground, scared for another wave I got up to follow them. It didn't last long however as I was rushed to the ground by a young black haired man with the body of someone who plays rugby as a hobby. I fell onto my back with his legs between mine. Absolutely terrified I started thrashing out at him shouting at him to get off. I thought he listened cause he pulled away a little so I turned and tried getting off the ground to run. He waited til my back was to him when he forced my neck down to the ground and started grinding his tight shorts against me. He kept a hand on my neck while using the other to undo his shorts. I heard the pop of the button and shut my eyes weeping "oh god please" I felt the release of his hand and looked up seeing he had been thrown a few metres away by a couple of guys. Two of them held him down cussing at him, one of them punched him across the face. I scrambled to my feet and made eye contact with one of my heroes and gave a wry smile before heading into the jungle. I came across a building in a clearing which I entered. It looked modern and out of place inside and out. Towards the back I noticed a small classroom with a large desk and maybe 6 smaller table desks for "students". I saw my old geography teacher (who looks like Bear Grylls), I greeted him chirpily and asked what he was doing here. He said that he was in charge of the challenges on the island. He asked me to sit on his desk which I did and folded one leg over the other. He brought out a map and said he'd help me pass with flying colors, he then went through which turns I needed to take to find the final challenge, and explained what I needed to do. I focused all my might on memorising the instructions, my expression one of concentration while he just looked at me intently. "You've grown up well" he said and brushed some of my now dry hair back behind my ear. Before I could answer some of my classmates came in with laughs and celebrations for seeing Mr. Crowley. They surrounded him asking loads of questions and also asking how I had been all these years. We smiled and answered politely, I looked down and noticed his warm hand spread across my thigh. I turned to him in surprise, he didn't look at me, he just held conversation with the other girls. I shifted off his desk and nervously said I should be going. All of them said bye, with my geography teacher bearing a devilish smile. I trekked through the jungle taking the turns Mr. Crowley gave me till I saw the wooden ramp that he had mentioned. This was the final challenge, I'm guessing only people who pass will get to go to the Love island hotel. I knew what I had to do, and others clocked on to it too. I broke into a sprint, one of my heroes passed me with ease but he looked back at me just to acknowledge me. I lowered my head and ran harder, having to jump over gaps in the old broken ramp. Over the top I saw no landing, but I kept going. I took a leap of faith, seeing below and slightly to the left was a circle of fake hippos, their open mouths facing outwards. I twirled in the air to move more to the left and landed half in its mouth and half out. I sat up, "I got it right?" No one gave a signal or called to me but I celebrated, I knew I was in.

AI generated interpretation Your dream appears to be a complex and vivid narrative that may reflect a mix of emotional conflicts and aspirations you are experiencing in your waking life. The dream starts with you in a small wooden boat in the sea, trying to reach a shore with tropical shrubs and palm trees. The sudden destruction of the boat by a crashing wave symbolizes a loss of stability or control in your life. This could indicate feelings of vulnerability or being overwhelmed by challenges in your waking life. The arrival on the small island with other tourists, specifically British individuals who appear like models, may represent social comparisons or feelings of inadequacy in comparison to others. The contrast between your wet, sandy appearance and their seemingly perfect image could reflect insecurities or self-esteem issues. The traumatic incident with the young man who assaults you in the dream may symbolize feelings of powerlessness, violation, or fear of being taken advantage of in your real-life relationships or interactions. The intervention of the other men who come to your rescue could suggest a desire for protection, support, or justice in situations where you feel vulnerable. The transition to the modern building and encountering your old geography teacher as the overseer of challenges on the island may represent a sense of guidance, mentorship, or authority figure in your life. The interaction with him, including his inappropriate touch and suggestive behavior, could point to unresolved issues related to boundaries, trust, or authority figures from your past. The final challenge involving a risky leap over a wooden ramp and into a circle of fake hippos may symbolize a symbolic test or obstacle that you need to overcome in order to achieve a desired goal or reward. Your successful landing and celebrating your accomplishment in the dream may reflect a sense of achievement, triumph, or validation of your abilities and determination. Overall, your dream seems to reflect a mix of themes such as vulnerability, empowerment, social comparison, trauma, guidance, boundaries, and achievement. It may be helpful to reflect on these elements and consider how they resonate with your current emotions, experiences, and relationships in your waking life. Exploring these themes in therapy or self-reflection could provide insights into your subconscious thoughts and feelings.